you saw through my mask and saw the true pain in my eyes
so why when i needed you the most when i needed you?
why did you abanden me when i loved you?

latly over what ive been going through ive been feeling numb i cant feel happy or sad just empty but through alll this ive created a new anime and gotten so much better at drawing which i'll up some up soon plus i'd likwe 2 say thanks to mangagirl18 for helping and supporting mer so thanks nicole u rule.

mabye someday i'll tell some of my close friends but for now i'd rather no one else knew but its not cause i dont trust ya manly cause i dont like people knowing.

but this new anime is a horror/fantisy/emotional story abot an oephan who gets bullyed and is hated plus at age 12 he gets paired up with a demon,
the boy yukio turns out to be the reincarnation of one of the two legendary warriors that stopped the war between humans and demons thousands of years ago.
his ribval ryuu has a demon too and is the reincarnation of the other warrior.

thats the basic story line but there is a lot of info about backgrounds and stuff plus here is the names and nicknames of the important characters:

name:kisho kiyoshi
nickname:yukio
age:14
demon type:wolf
family:none
fave colour:gray
sterotype: loner
personalty:hot yeaded,loner, lone-wolf


name:rin yuudai
nickname:ryuu
age:14
demon type:dragon
family:all dead
fave colour:black
sterotype: emo
personalty:cold,cruel and heartless


name:akane chinatsu
nickname:aya
age:14
demon type:cat
family: all dead apart from twin separated at birth
fave colour: pink
sterotype: punk
personalty:gobby, calm and chatty

i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that dont bother me,
i can take a few tears every now and then and just let them out,
i'm not afraid too cry every one in a while

you saw through my mask and saw the true pain in my eyes
so why when i needed you the most when i needed you?
why did you abanden me when i loved you?

i'm only gunna post dark and depressing stuff up latly because ive been through a painful experience where i had my heart broken too peices by some one that i thought was my friend,
so i'm really not in the mood for anything bright and happy plus i have too see this person everyday in my form at school.
at the moment it hurts too much too really talk about it so all the poems i put up wont be happy and will most likely be based around what happened plus there not showing up in my gallery anyone know why?

i can take the rain on the roof of this empty house
that dont bother me,
i can take a few tears every now and then and just let them out,
i'm not afraid too cry every one in a while

never give up

today i've been having half days this week (going home at dinner) and today i signed out and saw someone who i'm always arguing with had signed out eariler saying she had signed out at 12:45 and i signed out at 12:35 so walking round school i have too walk round the side of it and down a long pathway and today the girl casey was waiting for me with two 6 former's (collage kids) waiting for me all had smug smiles onthere face and one of the 6 formers said 2so u gunna batter her then?" too me pointing at casey and i simply replied "no why should she's a slut" so walking off i heard one of them saying summat so i turned around and saw casey walking towards me holding up her fist so i knew what she was gunna do so when she punched me i kicked her shin's and she grabbed my head and pushed it down and she started kneeing me so i kept on kicking her and when she breefly stopped i grabbed her shoulders and knee'd her in the privates and then she started kneeing my face harder so then i got pushed over a wall onto another brick wall and i banged my head getting up i noticed my nose was bleeding so i ignored it up my hair back up and walked off she followed me so just b4 she got too me i jumped onto a wall and jumped down apparntly some1 saw and told the head and the police are coming up tomorrow and they gunna take a statment plus she's getting expelled

demonata rules

shadows journal
anime rules x.x

"Fake Friends Repost

No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake Friends'

True friends will read and repost this. Fake friends will just ignore it."

me and my mate are gunna find out were a naruto cosplay convention is and cosplay naruto

shadows journal
anime rules x.x

ATTENTION TOO ALL DEMONATA AND DIGIMON FANS!
ive had a brainwave of making a trailor too the demonta book's with digimon and the digidestants as the charicters and some really creepy soundtracks so if anyone would like too see the finished project let me know and if enough people say yeah i'll put a link up too it on da,
takato: grubbs (takuya is going too be grubbs in the newest books)
ken: kernal (kouchi is going too play kernal from the newest books)
rika: bec (rika is still going too play bec from the newest books)
gret: kari

thats the crew so far and if it is popular i might do a vampire series since ive read all the books in both series

me and my mate are gunna find out were a naruto cosplay convention is and cosplay naruto