ok i'm now back into doujinshi's only this time i'm into me drawing them i'm curtrently working on a short lucky star one its konataxkagami so watch out for it,

plus if anyone wants me to do a doujinshi of someone from an anime they like for any reason thats sutible to post on DA tell me and i'll see if i can do it but here are the rules:

no sex
no hardcore nudity
no porn
no completly out of character stupidity
no voilence

but other than that as far as i can think it can be whatever and i'll even do a doujinshi on somebodies own characters just as long as they send me a note about there background personailtys and looks but for looks a picture would be a bit better

for the douginshi's depending on there storyline they will be long or short but none will be anymore than 10 pages unless i get really into it

i need to do my halloween picture.... i'm sure i did one a few week ago hmmm....

GooD NewS

Well i'm starting a new school called ethos because of bullying in my old school so mangagirl thanks 4 giving me the courage to tell my mum

BaD NewS

i've realised that i'm still in love with the girl who ruined my life a year and 2 month ago =/

i just got a huge slap in the face and then another in the opposite direction by realioty

i'm a self harmer and have being for years now...

i've tried so so so hard numerous times to beat the urge but i fail every. single. time.

i'm feeling pretty shitty so i was watching a video about self-ingery awarness and at 1:05 a picture of my arm with my cuts and my blood was shown.....i went coldand started crying and then a horrible thought entered my head...."i want to make it worse"

my fingers on my right hand have cuts on them at the moment and i just want to make it so much worse but i'm not i want to beat it but at the same time i want the feeling that i'm being healed back even if its for just one tiny little moment, i dont know what to do.

i know that i shouldnt do it but i want to pick up my hidden blade or my scalpel and slice until the pain on my arm is worse than the pain in my heart...

i'm sorry i'm a failure...

i'm so sorry that i didnt pull that blade across when i put it to my neck....

well i've being on a digimon high for a while n after looking through a load of digivice pictures n seening somecool ones were people have custimized there digivices i dicided to do my d-power with permanent marker n it looks so cool,
i coloured the base black which made it look shinyblood red n i coloured the markings in red making it look so cool!

in my digimon series it will be an upgrade