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A survivor of a stormsurvivors- let me tell you my story,
[of] yesterday and today,
.... LIFE and d-e-a-t-h.

No one understands the storm,
Me and my misery;
we all have our demons
we're all abusers--- survivors.

It's all in my head,
pain-
words-
war-
my suicide.

It's all in my head;
sometimes

God Will Solve Your TroublesLook past the fog the clouds your mind
Agony in front, jubilation behind.
If you want to be happy forget all the pain
Just move on, and your troubles are slain.
Slip to the passenger side, let God take the wheel
He'll take you along and help you to heal.
He has a plan if you'll wait and see
He wants you to be happy and free.
As do I if you'll listen close
Sometimes I fear I want it the most.
I hope there's others who want your freedom
But not at the price of rising to the father's kingdom.
It's not your time, it not your fate
I believe in you, it's not too late.
I'll never give up on you and leave you alone
I won't leave your side, not even w

Hope For A Better TomorrowI have hope for a better tomorrow
God will come and end your sorrow.
When life gives you more than you can take
And you feel your arms are about to break.
Look up to the sky, look up to the sun
And believe that your battle is already won.
You say that agony is all that you see
Does that mean that your pain comes also from me?
I've heard your laugh, I've seen your smile
But I won't say that you're in denial.
Your life is hard that much is true
But God will open the door and let happiness ensue.

Sometimes Is this real life?

I wonder
Why do you ask?

Eternity of TearsWe've all had our hardships, I know life's cruel
It's not sunny and happy, I'm not a fool.
Life is tainted in hatred and stained with regret
It's filled with scars that we won't forget.
I lose all those close to me, they continue to fall
But i don't let it hinder when I feel I've lost it all.
I cry many tears, I have many scars
Yet I try to piece together my heart covered in mares.
I hurt with each insult, I die with all these lies
But I pick myself up, screw them, I'll rise.
They can't hurt me if I remain alone
It's terrible truth, but I will condone.
I'm trying my hardest to bring you light
However my friend, this is not a fair fight.
Just

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But i dont feel better for knowing...

Knowing that in this silence the continuous chime of the exit sign,
Is my only company,
While somewhere you work happily above me,
in your head you've probably pushed it away,
You wont face knowing what lies ahead today,
I'm only one corridor down,
Waiting for you to make your sound,
Your call will rise me from the dead,
So please dont let me get to your head,
I love you and everything you are,
So my dear i'll drive away, in the back of a car,
Far away from the noise of my singing,
I'll drive you insane what am i thinking?
Give me reason to

Runaway to fantasy? White shards of luminous energy fade away,
The memories flutter through this window,
Your smile is all i remember,
The faces of the hated, they came to cheer me on,
So I cried and sang a lonely song,
My ears have actually started to bleed,
Your name i speak so tastefully,
Your face i see in my mind, my waking eye,
I see you in everything,
In the paths and the roads,
The very air i breath,
I'm swallowed up in my shiny imaginary lights,
So pretty,
Artificial energy flows through,
Sparking something that was never there...
Its a pretty poem we never see,
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Shards of a butterfly

by *5x5shadow5x5, May 12, 2011, 2:31:19 PM
Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Visual & Found Poetry

Tonight I cried,
My life its fine,
Your face in my mind,
I can't escape,
In this memory I want to reach out and touch you,
The tears fall down,
The memories numb the ache in my heart,
I want you here,
I need to feel you near,
I know you don't feel it,
But my heart screams for you,
My dear I can't survive,
Do you know I love you?
Are you sure that those rumours were real?
I can't describe the forces I'm feeling inside,
Every time i see you the earth shakes and the ground crumbles,
I'm thrown into eternal damnation,
Nothing but blackness,
Yet I'm also thrust into my greatest dream,
A world full of fantasy,
A world were your memory doesn't drown me in tears,
I love you more than I can describe...
I love you with every fucking shard of my heart,
Every broken piece wants to stitch together and force itself through the unbearable pain of healing for you,
I want to sing a song and for you to listen,
I want to scream out what I'm feeling,
I want you to read this...
I want you to know,
I want you to feel,
But I can't sing,
And I certainly can't describe...
But your beautiful...
I see you in my dreams,
I see your face in my mind everywhere,
I can see those wings you keep hidden,
I can see that shy smile,
I know you're too shy to say something,
And I'm to scared of being broken,
But I love you more than I love anything else,
You're the first person I've felt like this for...
You're going to be the last because after i lose you to our lives going different ways,
I'm never going to love again,
I'll never fall for another person again,
My love now I know you,
How can I?
I'll be faithful to you forever,
Even if I never see you after the end of the year,
Even now this whole time my heart is crying,
Crying for what it can only hope to feel,
Every beat away from you hurts...

Shards of a butterflyby *5x5shadow5x5

Literature / Poetry / Emotional / Visual & Found Poetry

Poem about Brodie.

~xcharmcaster May 17, 2011

That's lovely

*5x5shadow5x5 May 18, 2011 Student General Artist

thanks ^^ I tried hard on it, especially since my writers block hasnt gone away for the past few months

~xcharmcaster May 18, 2011

You're welcome

*5x5shadow5x5 May 22, 2011 Student General Artist

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