Tonight I cried,
My life its fine,
Your face in my mind,
I can't escape,
In this memory I want to reach out and touch you,
The tears fall down,
The memories numb the ache in my heart,
I want you here,
I need to feel you near,
I know you don't feel it,
But my heart screams for you,
My dear I can't survive,
Do you know I love you?
Are you sure that those rumours were real?
I can't describe the forces I'm feeling inside,
Every time i see you the earth shakes and the ground crumbles,
I'm thrown into eternal damnation,
Nothing but blackness,
Yet I'm also thrust into my greatest dream,
A world full of fantasy,
A world were your memory doesn't drown me in tears,
I love you more than I can describe...
I love you with every fucking shard of my heart,
Every broken piece wants to stitch together and force itself through the unbearable pain of healing for you,
I want to sing a song and for you to listen,
I want to scream out what I'm feeling,
I want you to read this...
I want you to know,
I want you to feel,
But I can't sing,
And I certainly can't describe...
But your beautiful...
I see you in my dreams,
I see your face in my mind everywhere,
I can see those wings you keep hidden,
I can see that shy smile,
I know you're too shy to say something,
And I'm to scared of being broken,
But I love you more than I love anything else,
You're the first person I've felt like this for...
You're going to be the last because after i lose you to our lives going different ways,
I'm never going to love again,
I'll never fall for another person again,
My love now I know you,
How can I?
I'll be faithful to you forever,
Even if I never see you after the end of the year,
Even now this whole time my heart is crying,
Crying for what it can only hope to feel,
Every beat away from you hurts...